~pR0uD~

caught dis while spazzing on soompi

credit 2 whom post it there...

now here i want 2 give my piece of mind regarding dis...

huhu....yes im really proud

2 read dis article as an E.L.F

even im nt official

i believe myself as one

coz no matter wat

supporting them n make them part of my life

makes me really happy

its a piece of happiness dat im thankful wif

2 cope up wif all da hurt n sorrow

dis past 2 years

so i want 2 declare myself

+IM A PROUD E.L.F+

http://thestar.com.my/columnists/story.asp?col=whynot&file=/2010/3/26/columnists/whynot/5930033&sec=Why%20Not

~its really funny when da articel state dat 'its needs foreign act 2 unite us'...

it seems too cynical 2 me

bt i cannot argue coz dat is da truth

im nt blaming anybody

bt 4 dis 1MALAYSIA concept

we have 2 understand more

wat is needed n wats to act...

mmm...after all bring super junior 2 do a concert in malaysia

i think dat way can work

n absolutely im in it...+__+~

hehe...after all im jz proud cz wateva they say bout elf in dat article is da truth

they really 'warm' n 'friendly'

even i jz know them

it seems like we've been friend 4 a long time

wat im loss is i 4get 2 ask their name

huhu..no need da name 2 start a cnversation

its simply an interest n passion!!!~

++im currently grooving with:super junior(donghae)-beautiful++

~m0mEnT~

++WHEN DREAMS BECOME REALITY...IT'S REALLY HURT++

20th march 2010

mark my best moment n my worst moment

for now...-___-

it all start wif JOY bt at the end i feel BREATHLESS

but im sure myself that im happy

at least i know wat i've been dream

its a reality after all

n i can put my '2cent' in it

i admit now dat im a FREAK

cz i got starstruck

n now im in my 'missing' fever period

i cant cncentrate in anything i do

always regretting every seconds pass by

'why im nt doing dat?'

'why im nt think of dat?'

..........................

all da thought comes 2 my mind

i dunno wat happen wif my heart now

bt the things im sure is

oppa...jongmal naneun bogoshipo!!!

ps: im gonna post my 2cent of wat happen in 20/3/2010 later!!!

++im currently grooving with:super junior-heartquake++

~myTiPs~

early on i rant bout wat happen in my

workplace communicaton class

bout my so 'great' speaking ability

in english preferably

hehe

again im nt BRAGGING okay!!

so here being a nice blogger

i want 2 give out some tips

how 2 master in speaking english

in my way okay...

no reference 2 any teacher

so it is nt really certified

thus if nothing changes in ur speaking

blame urself nt others!!

(dat is da first lesson)

so here's da tips...

~~when u need to speak in english, speak even ur english is everywhere cz da one who listen 2 u still nt a native english speaker...no need 2 b afraid~~

~~be cnfident so dat no one will detect any mistake in ur speaking~~

~~be diligent, always read english book(novels,comics,magazines etc)~~

~~go 2 international site n befriend wif a native english speaker~~

~~try 2 response any on9 answer wif english(basically jz register urself on international site)~~

~~when u r alone,speaking wif urself in english..take roles if necessary~~

~~rarely use dictionary while reading instead try 2 figure out wat da sentence try 2 tell by relate each words together~~

++dats all from me today...i'll may add something later++

ps: i try nt 2 be like amani bt i think i cn express myself better in english. its nt dat i deceive malay, i spoke in dat language i wont belittle it.my thought when im expressing myself in english,da situation seems a bit relax n loose bt when im using malay i feel a bit serious n it jz too mushy!!!

++im currently grooving with:seo in kook-calling for you++

~EngLIsH~

++i want to stress here b4 i start writing dat im nt BRAGGING!!++

dis event happen during my workplace communication class

we had 2 do some practice 4 our interview assessment

so i've been given da 'candidate' character

in a way im a miss fiona weaver

n im trying 2 apply 4 a job in an airline system

which i 100% sure i based in london

as an 'engineering technicians'

hows dat sound

mighty great rite

haha...its jz a practice dowh!!

so 2 do dis practice we've been assigned wif a partner

(as im da cndidate so my other partner is

mr dickens da interviewer..

so we start da practice jz like da actual show

im coming 2 a room knocking

been very polite n so on

answering all da question given

no worries since

da answer is jz in front of my eyes!!

0___*v

then we finish...

oops i 4get 2 introduces my partner

sory bt im nt very familiar with him

wat i know is

his name is lee bin(im nt sure if spell it correctly)

n he's from JKAS

so while waiting 4 da others 2 finish

we did a small talk

outside from da practice content

we talk about da project n also bout da assessment

such a cliche..

well i dunno much bout him dowh

then he ask me a question

"b4 u study in SMK or english school?"

0__0 (me)

lol...so i answer dat i study in SMK b4

(is dis still cnsider an interview?)

why???

so he said dat he is impress wif my english

~~lol...im blushing!!~~

after dat we change partner again

dis time masya n i changing partner

so she takes lee bin n im with yi han

we go along da practice jz like b4

bt now we chnaging roleplay

as im da interviewer n he's a cndidate

...........................

once we finish

he say to me dat he's impress

0___0??

wif my english...again

2 in 1 day...im nt very good at

accepting appraisal

so no more please!!

again im emphasize dat im nt BRAGGING

dis is nt first time ppl say dat 2 me

in workplace comunication class

bt dis da first time...2 cmpliment in a short time

i dunno whether to feel

happy or proud

bt one thing 4 sure

dis is my product from my effort

im nt come from english-speaking family

instead we talk in accent malay(terengganu)

bt then when i need 2 speak

i do speak n never betray da time

guess dats why im good in speaking

n i mean wat i said

im only good in speaking nt in english!!

my grammar still sux n poor dramatically!!

T___T

++im currently grooving with:4men ft mei-dont++

~b0yFriEnd?~

never thought dat i would talk bout dis thing..

hehe..its jz a dream dat i need to rant LOL!!

so it happen dis way....

+in my dream i had a boyfriend..correction juz have a boyfriend.

he's handsome, well-built, rich, n seems smart..but

later through my dream i know who he is...

such a CHEAPSKATER!!

i cant imagine anyone 2 treat me like dat!!

he jz made me sooo angry

n da next day i wake up

i was sweating like crazy becoz of anger n frustration..

i jz remeber dat there's once i suddenly wake up bt da dream still nt finish

n da first thing comes 2 my mind is

i need 2 go back 2 sleep so dat i cn wrestle him 2 DEATH!

bt in da end...da dream is nt finish

cz i jz wake up bcoz i feel so hot n uneasy~

-__- ..merong 2 me!!+

while im taking shower

i keep wondering bout da dream...

so i jz made my resolution(yup in da toilet)

not 2 have a boyfriend yet dis time

LOL...like have one before!!

hehe..really wish dat i will have

juz a prfect n nice boyfriend dat suit my style well..

pls nt dat kind of guy in my dream

huh...talk bout 'dream' guy~~

~while reading some fic online i run through dis n yes im agree~

yesterday is history

tomorrow is mystery

today is a gift

that's why its called present...

++im currently grooving with:na yoon kwon-idiot++

~dEcisI0n~

been wondering lately..

do i make a good decision?

did i choose da right path?

will it worth or jz destroy me later?

.............................................................................

mama said dun worry

there will b a light in da end

im sure 2 get on my way back

but is it jz a pleasure 4 my heart or jz a word

am i too pessimist?

.................................................................................

dunno wat 2 expect anymore

am i too impatient

maybe...i cant longer live nt as me

im as a faker is worst

too many lies..even worst i keep lying 2 my heart!

i want 2 live genuinely......

++im currently grooving with:t-ara-im really hurt++

~missINwinter~

~been wondering on sj-world n dis caught my heart~

such a poetic entry

sumtime he makes me think is he a singer

or jz an expressionist

neway i jz love him da way he is

..do I miss it when the winter has gone..

..do I miss it when February has gone..

..the tears were falling from the sky..

..the rain was dropping down..

..the warm spring has come..March has come..

..the Spring also gradually comes to my heart..

..because I'm lonely so it seems that I always put my heart in the winter..

..but now I guess I should bring a warm sunshine to my heart..

..my heart..I'm sorry during all this time you have had to suffer a lot..^^

(since u r my mr.white...)

~yongwonhi naesarang...hansaramman park jungsoo~

ps: credit to evanesco@sj-world 4 translation!!!

++im currently grooving with:kim jong kook-only one person++

~mE&L0vE~

~LOVE~

i know nothing bout love as in relationship

between man n woman..

many ppl thought dat i hve lots of xperience

truth is

my heart never been touch!!

hehe..

dunno why ppl always take me like dat

guess mayb da way i speak

da way i b like 'dr love' to my friend

my view on dis issue

its all basically wat i hear,see n observe

how my friends my sister

act in their relationship

n how da relationship is going

im analytical

n i know really well

why im never in relationship

its nt dat im nt interested

everyone wants 2 b love n give love

it jz dat...i jz can seem 2 open my heart yet

i believe i have da factor 2 b in a relationship

im nt dat bad

im 'pretty' enough...my act is 'charming'

im a happy person

its nt dat nobody want me

it jz dat nobody approached me..HAHA

many ppl tell me dat i give out a bad aura

+VERY SNOBBISH CREATURE+

thus making ppl afraid 2 approach me

i know dat...im so bad in socializing

im sorry..n imvery proud of it!!

many guys tend 2 keep da distant from me

they not dare 2 even hve a cnversation wif me

fuhh...such a dangerous aura!!

im nt bragging bout my attitude here

i believe i never tag my price high

it jz dat

im da one who is afraid 2 approached ppl

as in GUY

so i guess here some of da way dat might take my interest on YOU

+approach me coz i'll never approach unless its something important+

+make things unpredictable coz im nt very fond of cliche+

+since im 2 analytical act da way dat im nt predicted+

+make me see ur charm glow in ur action+

+make me crazy wondering+

+2 have a good look n good background is a bonus cz i take dat in my consideration since first impression tells everything n ppl tend 2 favour outer appearance+

+jz make me like u+

++im currently grooving with:memory-love++

~F0ot~

mmm

jz finish reading a fic on9

da title is

+wrong foot first n its sequel with one foot+

i jz love dis fic

its so cute sweet tingle AWW!!

hehe

i love how da main character grow

~park ji tae & kim hee soo~

how their relationship at first

hate>friend>love>hate>LOVE

its jz so cute

how i wish dat i was da character

not fully like da character

but bit of it

its jz so wonderful

how deep their love is even it filled with

anger+hatred

jz love da ending

really salute dis writer

dunno bout her

try 2 seek some info bout her in her blog

find nothing

n one thing 4 sure

da writer is SHE

~dun wanna b a bad blogger..here da link of da story~

www.wrongfootfirst.blogspot.com

~do ENJOY da story as much as i do~

++im currently grooving with:beast-shock++

~aGItaTEd~

i,ve been dreaming in my sleep

n im nt happy with it

why everythings in my dream

against me???

(its my dream so its suppose 2 b happy 4 me)

i dunno

but it really hurt my heart

as i wake up

tears wants 2 go down

but i hold it

i question myself

should i cry like wat i did in da dream??

bawling like crazy

try 2 make ppl understand...

or should i jz stop??

all of dis things makes everything hard

all of da ppl i love

crying fighting yelling

its full of sorrow n hatred!!

i wish its stop

bt i wish 2 continue too

i dun wanna b selfish

yet i have to

dis make me hurt myself more

deeper..deeper..deeper

do things will change if i stop??

do things will change if i continue??

cn i jz stand there

doing nothing

time stop!!

i keep losing myself

i want 2 b like before

positive optimistic confidence

~its jz dat everythings dat happen kill me slowly~

T___T

n im still crying......

(can i jz sleep n not waking up??)

++im currently grooving with:ernest-because im weary++