~dae jang geum~

finally....
after a few years,
after long time searching....finally i able to finish the story.
the long version!
i still remember vividly some of the scene....
im watching it almost 4 years back then
but still its so vivid.
im so in touch by this drama.

*min ju ho and jang geum love is so beautiful*

this story did teach me
that in everything you do
even eating,sleeping,nature's call
do it sincerely and because you want to do it

determination to strive for the best
never give up even been preach by a small thorn...
keep going forward because time will never return.

im learning to be a doctor now
even i spend my precious time watching this
instead of studying
sacrifice my sleep and wake up burdenly
i learn things from it.
to live through the righteous path
to believe in yourself.

a doctor should live to heal people
not do harm
if a doctor start to use their talent
to gain power and wealth
better STOP!

'a doctor that can be trust by his patient is truly a doctor'


click me ^^

++im currently grooving with:dae jang geum OST++

~food ver.2~

ZDRASVITYE....

hehe ^^
finally i have the urge to post this!
second version of my survival here in moscow.
so,this meal is actually
a join force between me and anah.

my roomate....

tadaaa
our dinner
chicken curry with fried cabbage.
yes we finally eat malaysian's full meal!

++chicken,curry powder,milk,tomato and potato,basic ingredient,cinnamon++

++cabbage,egg,flavouring,sauce++

++im currently grooving with:trax-oh,my goddess!++

~snow~

++my first SNOW++
11/10/2010

i know its so behind the date
but what can i do
when i am so buzy and LAZY!
anyway enjoy....
gonna capture more
when there is another flurry
and hopefully with new camera!
my phone camera is already better(for me)
but to make the picture more enjoyable to see
why not spend a bit.
anyway i'll only buy the camera.
to learn how to capture things nicely,
i'll leave it to others.
no intereat!

LOL

""i love to be in picture,not taking picture!"

++im currently grooving with:super junior9eunhyuk)-im yours(remake)++

~anatomy?~

ANATOMY ^^

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

YES,at this time my state is unstable anymore.
huhu TT feel so bad memorizing this osteology!
its just the first time...like swallowing cold bread.....
maybe because its the first time...
need time for the bread to be mellow!
come on,HWAITING!

****************************************************************************

im a bone girl now!
even its quite hard to memorise everything...
to understand everything...
to swallow everything...
anatomy
i love this subject!

^^

Ps:i quite like the subject but YES i have hatred in my heart over the lecturer!

++im currently grooving with:C.N blue(jonghyun n minhyuk)-fly high++

~food ver.1~

Welcome to my cooking class!

I’ve been thinking quite awhile whether to post this or not.

Kekeke…feel awkward boasting myself *like I care before*

Living in Moscow teaches me to be more independent.

Survival skill is important, no matter whether you good or bad in it.

You NEED to survive!

This is my first independent lesson!

Cooking!!!

This is my firstmeal I cooked here.

*ignore all the instance food*

It’s a cabbage fried with egg ‘my own recipe’

(the ingredient for this meal is onion, garlic, cabbage, egg, thai chilli sauce and maggi cukup rasa)

Okay, this dish is the meal that I cooked today.

In commemorate the day we finally find and buy the chicken here in Moscow!

Its all on me…the expenses ^^

Its called fried ‘mee’ spaghetti Malaysian style.

(the ingredient for this meal is onion, garlic, chicken breast, tomato, cabbage, spaghetti, mihun goreng paste, mayonaice, basic ingredient and egg)

*I’ll surely updating my cooking after this ^^*

++im currently grooving with:miss A-step up+

~crush~

"Crush comes but eventually one day it will go away"

(quote bunny eonni on fb)

LOVE.....never

CRUSH.....always

i've been thinking lately bout my social life.

looking from outer appearance i give the vibe of friendly person...

the fact is i am a BAD soacializer!

*focus on capslock*

people around me always asking.

is it really hard to make people get inside of my heart.

yes,i do protect my heart carefully.

some people might see,some might not...in the end i am HEARTLESS!

love.

for me its a necessity.

it nature to human to feel love and give love.

maybe my time still not coming.

i want it to be very PERFECT.

each detail...i dont want it to spoil.

i dream of ONE AND ONLY.

but people say its better to learn from many experience.

and have the best one latter.

i might challenge,but im afraid.

for now

i just let my heart to have a crush

it comes and go

i thought i like him

latter the truth is because his appearance

flutter me

give me time

its NOTHING now

by then

i will let my heart to have a love

its should be eternal

hopefully

he need to love me

so that everything of him

flutter my heart

FOREVER

++im currently grooving with:C.N blue(jonghyun)-sunday morning(remake)+

~MOSCOW~

my present!

MОСКВО

(dunno if i spell it correctly)

i am finally here in moscow,russia.

overall everything is nice,just a few things worse.

anyway,i'll just enjoy what've been given to me here.

the food,the people,the surrounding....i'll left that!

the scenery,the weather,the 'country'ness....makes up everything.

i wish to have some pot of 'love' here.

going to buy the white rose plant later!

++im currently grooving with:super junior-angel(haru OST)+