~pr0mise~

promise....

things that i've never made it here.

i promise a lot of things to write...to my family,friends and even myself.

i just left this blog hanging without anyone bother it.

i feel totally bad.

its not that i dont have time...i have time...

its just me who refuse.

lot's of things to write,to say,to view,to enjoy...pleasure of life!

but i never feel excited...intimidated(maybe)

i get myself back after almost two years searching...but i seem dunno how i am actually.

those solemn dreadful days really give a huge impact on me.

im ready and aware,its just that i dont want to fight it.

guess my principle to just always go 'with the flow' wont work out this time.

i am happy but most of the time i am indifferent.

maybe im too shock with what has happen in my life recently.

i thought im ready...but im still human after all!

+on a happier note+

i'll try to move a step forward with all the things happen in my life.

i'll bother it so that i can understand myself more.

learning period for me.

i want myself back so that i can stand on my feet proudly!

~on a side note~

im actually quite depressed coz i forget to post bout eternal magnae wookie birthday in my blog.i feel bad,everyone has their own time in my blog.i hope i'll still be active here next year to make a worthy post for my precious baby wookie.

ps:i'll be here often from now!

++im currently grooving with:super junior-all my heart++

~❤papa~

♬ happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to papa

happy birthday to you ♬

08/06/2010

papa become 51 years old

❝i wish that papa will always be bless and happy. even when things didnt go like what papa want it to be i hope it wont burden or upset you much. papa will always be the greatest person in my life!i am so thankful to have a father like you. i know im not a very good daughter to you but i really really really love you .and i promiseto be a better person and daughter to you forever...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH❞

my wish to you

+papa will always be succesful in everything papa do+

+hope everything goes well in papa way+

+papa will always be HEALTHY+

+papa will become the next master of zynger poker+

+papa will always be proud of me+

+our family will always be the greatest possesion i have in my life+

i always wanna post something bout my family in here

but as it goes by i never wrote bout them...guess privacy means a lot to me

but still i have the urge to tell the whole word

how amazing MY FAMILY is....

so i started with this.

++im currently grooving with:super junior-happy together++

~sick=worst fortnight~

i just decided to rant bout my worst 2 weeks *more or less* here...
as i said i need space....i even choose gloomy colour!
sick as in your body not functioning well and your mind are blank and your face getting swell up and pale and you had some mental depression and not being in your normal mode as always!
that's my definition bytheway
and hell YEAH im being SICK for these past week till now!

the chronology......

flu--->fever--->migrain--->cough--->fever gone but sore throat attack--->flu again--->full body-ache--->bleeding phlegm--->fever for a few hours--->still sore throat--->cough again!

im a person who is rarely getting sick=good immune

even if i get acute illness it will only last for a few days...but what happen to me now is something UNBEARABLE to me *freaking hate it*...

but as a good 'human' girl i should be grateful to it(mama said ita ALLAH test)

actually i dun really mind being sick coz i and flu is always together since i had sinusitis

but i DO mind if im being sick without any reason or in other word i dunno what makes me sick and what the illness is about...everything comes to sudden and not related.

with the weather not helping, its freaking 30 degrees at night in malaysia now~

even im sweating*coughing too* while writing this!

I REALLY HOPE THAT THIS SICKNESS WILL BE GONE SOON*now*

+the end+

++im currently grooving with:ss501-love ya++

~happy 4th anniversary~

02 june 2010

mark our 4th year existence in this 'fandom' world

E.L.F

everlasting friends

always prom15e to 13elieve

always promise to stand by their side

always promise to support them no matter what

always promise to be there ups and down

always promise to be super junior EVERLASTING FRIENDS

im really proud that our name is made by super junior itself

as they wish when making this name

they hope that we will their friends forever

coz E.L.F is everlasting...

i really hope that this name and super junior will exist forever!

>

im proud to be an ELF

++im currently grooving with:ELF zone-everlasting friend++

~random babling~

oh gosh...its been centuries im away from here~

thank god got some gut...*my laziness gone for second*

THIS IS RANDOM!

actually juz coming here 2 have some space 2 rant~

life is quiet hectic dis past few weeks...

going back n forth from kl--->terengganu--->kl in 2 weeks

really wears me out...but still 'no pain,no gain'

its my dream i need 2 strive hard for it....so for now im just being grateful

plus with my body totally against me *im gotten sick*

so its really gain with pain!

with this kind of weather,it didnt do justive to my weary body~

anyway it still bring some happiness...thing need to be contra to balanced it out

sometimes im just like to be alone doing everything that i want out of everyone eyes

but sometime i did miss all that 'eyes'

confess here...due to sickness im being a bad fangirl!

i even leave soribada for half a day not doing anything

everything just too unbearable to me at that time!

but no worries i pay all my regretness

seriously these past few day im totally out of direction

i dunno what i should do either in virtual or in real life

im just roaming everywhere!

i really hope that this undirectional life of me will be ended soon

my DREAM slowly become reality

i just need to wait for another 2 month before i've been able to grab it~

my feeling=excited+scare+happy+giddy+indifferent......*depends on ur thought*

suddenly i have the urge to do anything that i rarely done

watching movie in cinemas,shopping like there's no tomorrow,being clown,eating like pig,wearing things im not so fond,cooking,etc.

for now i guess i should be happy and just hope that everything will be fine and favour me!

+the end+

~its really nice to actually have some place to rant~

++im currently grooving with:super junior(yesung and kyuhyun)-in my dreams++