~pR0uD~

caught dis while spazzing on soompi

credit 2 whom post it there...

now here i want 2 give my piece of mind regarding dis...

huhu....yes im really proud

2 read dis article as an E.L.F

even im nt official

i believe myself as one

coz no matter wat

supporting them n make them part of my life

makes me really happy

its a piece of happiness dat im thankful wif

2 cope up wif all da hurt n sorrow

dis past 2 years

so i want 2 declare myself

+IM A PROUD E.L.F+

http://thestar.com.my/columnists/story.asp?col=whynot&file=/2010/3/26/columnists/whynot/5930033&sec=Why%20Not

~its really funny when da articel state dat 'its needs foreign act 2 unite us'...

it seems too cynical 2 me

bt i cannot argue coz dat is da truth

im nt blaming anybody

bt 4 dis 1MALAYSIA concept

we have 2 understand more

wat is needed n wats to act...

mmm...after all bring super junior 2 do a concert in malaysia

i think dat way can work

n absolutely im in it...+__+~

hehe...after all im jz proud cz wateva they say bout elf in dat article is da truth

they really 'warm' n 'friendly'

even i jz know them

it seems like we've been friend 4 a long time

wat im loss is i 4get 2 ask their name

huhu..no need da name 2 start a cnversation

its simply an interest n passion!!!~

++im currently grooving with:super junior(donghae)-beautiful++

~m0mEnT~

++WHEN DREAMS BECOME REALITY...IT'S REALLY HURT++

20th march 2010

mark my best moment n my worst moment

for now...-___-

it all start wif JOY bt at the end i feel BREATHLESS

but im sure myself that im happy

at least i know wat i've been dream

its a reality after all

n i can put my '2cent' in it

i admit now dat im a FREAK

cz i got starstruck

n now im in my 'missing' fever period

i cant cncentrate in anything i do

always regretting every seconds pass by

'why im nt doing dat?'

'why im nt think of dat?'

..........................

all da thought comes 2 my mind

i dunno wat happen wif my heart now

bt the things im sure is

oppa...jongmal naneun bogoshipo!!!

ps: im gonna post my 2cent of wat happen in 20/3/2010 later!!!

++im currently grooving with:super junior-heartquake++

~myTiPs~

early on i rant bout wat happen in my

workplace communicaton class

bout my so 'great' speaking ability

in english preferably

hehe

again im nt BRAGGING okay!!

so here being a nice blogger

i want 2 give out some tips

how 2 master in speaking english

in my way okay...

no reference 2 any teacher

so it is nt really certified

thus if nothing changes in ur speaking

blame urself nt others!!

(dat is da first lesson)

so here's da tips...

~~when u need to speak in english, speak even ur english is everywhere cz da one who listen 2 u still nt a native english speaker...no need 2 b afraid~~

~~be cnfident so dat no one will detect any mistake in ur speaking~~

~~be diligent, always read english book(novels,comics,magazines etc)~~

~~go 2 international site n befriend wif a native english speaker~~

~~try 2 response any on9 answer wif english(basically jz register urself on international site)~~

~~when u r alone,speaking wif urself in english..take roles if necessary~~

~~rarely use dictionary while reading instead try 2 figure out wat da sentence try 2 tell by relate each words together~~

++dats all from me today...i'll may add something later++

ps: i try nt 2 be like amani bt i think i cn express myself better in english. its nt dat i deceive malay, i spoke in dat language i wont belittle it.my thought when im expressing myself in english,da situation seems a bit relax n loose bt when im using malay i feel a bit serious n it jz too mushy!!!

++im currently grooving with:seo in kook-calling for you++

~EngLIsH~

++i want to stress here b4 i start writing dat im nt BRAGGING!!++

dis event happen during my workplace communication class

we had 2 do some practice 4 our interview assessment

so i've been given da 'candidate' character

in a way im a miss fiona weaver

n im trying 2 apply 4 a job in an airline system

which i 100% sure i based in london

as an 'engineering technicians'

hows dat sound

mighty great rite

haha...its jz a practice dowh!!

so 2 do dis practice we've been assigned wif a partner

(as im da cndidate so my other partner is

mr dickens da interviewer..

so we start da practice jz like da actual show

im coming 2 a room knocking

been very polite n so on

answering all da question given

no worries since

da answer is jz in front of my eyes!!

0___*v

then we finish...

oops i 4get 2 introduces my partner

sory bt im nt very familiar with him

wat i know is

his name is lee bin(im nt sure if spell it correctly)

n he's from JKAS

so while waiting 4 da others 2 finish

we did a small talk

outside from da practice content

we talk about da project n also bout da assessment

such a cliche..

well i dunno much bout him dowh

then he ask me a question

"b4 u study in SMK or english school?"

0__0 (me)

lol...so i answer dat i study in SMK b4

(is dis still cnsider an interview?)

why???

so he said dat he is impress wif my english

~~lol...im blushing!!~~

after dat we change partner again

dis time masya n i changing partner

so she takes lee bin n im with yi han

we go along da practice jz like b4

bt now we chnaging roleplay

as im da interviewer n he's a cndidate

...........................

once we finish

he say to me dat he's impress

0___0??

wif my english...again

2 in 1 day...im nt very good at

accepting appraisal

so no more please!!

again im emphasize dat im nt BRAGGING

dis is nt first time ppl say dat 2 me

in workplace comunication class

bt dis da first time...2 cmpliment in a short time

i dunno whether to feel

happy or proud

bt one thing 4 sure

dis is my product from my effort

im nt come from english-speaking family

instead we talk in accent malay(terengganu)

bt then when i need 2 speak

i do speak n never betray da time

guess dats why im good in speaking

n i mean wat i said

im only good in speaking nt in english!!

my grammar still sux n poor dramatically!!

T___T

++im currently grooving with:4men ft mei-dont++

~b0yFriEnd?~

never thought dat i would talk bout dis thing..

hehe..its jz a dream dat i need to rant LOL!!

so it happen dis way....

+in my dream i had a boyfriend..correction juz have a boyfriend.

he's handsome, well-built, rich, n seems smart..but

later through my dream i know who he is...

such a CHEAPSKATER!!

i cant imagine anyone 2 treat me like dat!!

he jz made me sooo angry

n da next day i wake up

i was sweating like crazy becoz of anger n frustration..

i jz remeber dat there's once i suddenly wake up bt da dream still nt finish

n da first thing comes 2 my mind is

i need 2 go back 2 sleep so dat i cn wrestle him 2 DEATH!

bt in da end...da dream is nt finish

cz i jz wake up bcoz i feel so hot n uneasy~

-__- ..merong 2 me!!+

while im taking shower

i keep wondering bout da dream...

so i jz made my resolution(yup in da toilet)

not 2 have a boyfriend yet dis time

LOL...like have one before!!

hehe..really wish dat i will have

juz a prfect n nice boyfriend dat suit my style well..

pls nt dat kind of guy in my dream

huh...talk bout 'dream' guy~~

~while reading some fic online i run through dis n yes im agree~

yesterday is history

tomorrow is mystery

today is a gift

that's why its called present...

++im currently grooving with:na yoon kwon-idiot++

~dEcisI0n~

been wondering lately..

do i make a good decision?

did i choose da right path?

will it worth or jz destroy me later?

.............................................................................

mama said dun worry

there will b a light in da end

im sure 2 get on my way back

but is it jz a pleasure 4 my heart or jz a word

am i too pessimist?

.................................................................................

dunno wat 2 expect anymore

am i too impatient

maybe...i cant longer live nt as me

im as a faker is worst

too many lies..even worst i keep lying 2 my heart!

i want 2 live genuinely......

++im currently grooving with:t-ara-im really hurt++

~missINwinter~

~been wondering on sj-world n dis caught my heart~

such a poetic entry

sumtime he makes me think is he a singer

or jz an expressionist

neway i jz love him da way he is

..do I miss it when the winter has gone..

..do I miss it when February has gone..

..the tears were falling from the sky..

..the rain was dropping down..

..the warm spring has come..March has come..

..the Spring also gradually comes to my heart..

..because I'm lonely so it seems that I always put my heart in the winter..

..but now I guess I should bring a warm sunshine to my heart..

..my heart..I'm sorry during all this time you have had to suffer a lot..^^

(since u r my mr.white...)

~yongwonhi naesarang...hansaramman park jungsoo~

ps: credit to evanesco@sj-world 4 translation!!!

++im currently grooving with:kim jong kook-only one person++