~home sweet home~

salam,

HOME SWEET HOME BABY!!!!

another 20+ hours to go
cant wait to leave this cold city
and welcoming the warm breeze on my face
kyaaah....i cant wait!
it might be quiet hard this holidays
but anyway its my enjoyment
there's a lot of things i wanna do
especially EATING and SHOPPING
have fun with my family
oh my,grin still attach on my face since then
thank to ALLAH today's exam was quite smooth
i can answer although not all correct
since im not atking it with honesty
im satisfied enough~
hopefully tomorrow's(its today ady) journey is smooth
and got no problem
may ALLAH protect me and my friends throughout
AMIN.

ps:should i bring along my dearest lappie or not,hmm?
pss:i dont like red so much but seems like later im challenging a bull =_=!
psss:i cant sleeeeeeep!!!

++im currently grooving with:infinite-before the dawn++

~music,guy...~

salam,

its been a while not clinging here
not because there's nothing to say,there's a lot i want to say
word by word with sincerity
but nah desire only wont bring anywhere
im contemplating actually
whether i should or not writing about this thing~
quite not myself to admit sheepishly
but i guess there's a time when you willingly give up your pride to your own
just to satisfied your ownself too
I AM LONELY....

music??guy??

this few days i really chillax-ing
going all over with one k-drama after one
its feels so indifferent
rage when its suppose to,
cry when its suppose to,
laugh when its suppose to
blank when its suppose to....
according to drama!
no direction just go with the flow
and its really enticing me coz i dont have to involve anything
just go through with it...
but then the aftermath of its
makes my sleep not really peaceful
i tend to relate thing that have absolutely nothing to do with me
till my brain enrage with so many though
that i cant really comprehend what's actually that i want from that
grrr,totally what im feeling right now
and that's actually the point of writing today
music and guy
sharp feature add a bonus

music
its something that i really enjoy
and sometime i take it as a passion or maybe a hidden desire
truthfully i know nothing
dont know how to play anything
what is this,what is that
but i believe that i can comprehend with it well
its like a cream on cake
it complete the feeling like that
its my hidden wish that i know everything about music
everything from inside out like i clinging onto art
it touch the softest spot in my heart
it tingles me,makes me giggles and awed!

guy
this is totally not my thing
something that i wish i know but lost in understand it
a wish and desire most girls posses
love,crush and hatred
i am too complicated with my feelings and desire
that's a complex for me
i want him to be perfect to others but not to me
and i also want him to be perfect to me but not to others
my principles in love
let love find you
so that in the end it wont hurt so badly-you wanna die
or it wont be so happy-im in heaven forever
imperfect like that
so that i can nurture it and tend it accordingly
im a dictator to my feelings
its all start with what i feel and think
im not vulnerable
sometime thats prevent me from any love
and yes till now im still dont know the true meaning of love
pathetic...i know.

music+guy
this is actually the syndrome of watching to many dramas
i figure out that guy with hidden passion
tingles my stone cold heart
especially with music in between
sharp feature add a bonus!!!
a guy that become truly himself when behind the instrument
its like a shout
im the best+coolest in the world right now
but in reality im just a normal guy
that may or may not excite girls.
guy with passion and not blatantly used it to show off
totally swoon me
the charisma it oozed shivers me
makes my day and night confused
and change my view on my choice again
anyway in the end
the best man win
good man with good women and bad guy with bad women
thats the nature principle!

ps: bad guy with musical talent TOTALLY swoon me,truthfully wish to have one!
pss: this post is dedicated to lee jonghyun,kim jae wook and no min woo!

++im currently grooving with:ernest-my precious(mary stayed out all night OST)++

~new year,change?~

HAPPY NEW YEAR

its 2011 already,
time flies so fast....
there's a lot of things that has happen throughout 2010
from ukm to tati college and finally here in moscow.
the journey to get to the final stop is soo bitter
tears can even fall~
hahaha
2010 is the my years of cry
can 2011 be my years of joy??
I DOUBT......

this year will be lot of differences
im in moscow,struggling to be a doctor.
will be rarely home...that's for sure!
one thing that hurt the most....
MAMA
we wont have the same her
she'll face a lot of trouble this year
within herself and her surrounding
and i cant even be with her
staying beside her to give support and comfort
i dont even like this new year!

just one thing i wish
to be more stronger than ever
for mama and for everyone
............................................................................................

++im currently grooving with:maher zain-open my eyes++

~alright...~

last 2 weeks was very bad to me.
so many things happen.
can even swallow it properly even today.
anyhow,i able to grasp it bit by bit now....Alhamdulillah.
i guess im alright now!
for those concerning,i can never pay your gratitude
may ALLAH bless you

++im currently grooving with:beast(yoseob and junhyung)-thanks to++

~afraid?takut?~

i just dont know what im thinking off right now
either think or feel
everything is indifferent!
one thing obvious....
afraid...i am so afraid!
everything happen so fast
in the blink of an eyes
yet cause so much suffering...
just then time feels so slow
how i wish that time chasing me not me
i just want that for now~

i thought she is strong,no she is not
i thought she is well,no she is not
i thought she is happy,no she is not
i thought she is in joy,no she's suffering
i thought she dont mind,no she do mind

i thought im weak,no im strong because of her
i thought im not well,no im well enough because of her
i thought im not happy,no im happy because of her
i thought im suffering,no im in joy because of her
i thought im nobody,im a person because of her
i thought i've done everything.....never!

i just can hold anymore
i am so afraid
.......................

mama,please dont do this to me!

++im currently grooving with:dalmatian-officially missing you remix++

~maal hijrah~

salam,

'alhamdulillah,syukur ke hadrat ilahi kerana masih membenarkan aku mengambil nafas milik-NYA dan hidup di atas hak-NYA!'

lepas maghrib tadi,alhamdulillah tahun hijrah baru telah bermula so saye kt sini nak mengucapkan selamat maal hijrah kepada semua umat muslim di seluruh dnia khususnya kepada family saye yg jauh d mata dkat d hati, kawan-kawan saye dan juga y terlintas membaca ucapan saye ne. insyallah moga-moga tahun baru ini memberi peluang kepada kite untuk menambahkan lagi pengabdian kite kepada ALLAH. penuhilah hari ini dengan zikrullah dan selawat ke atas junjungan mulia nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.

Semoga Allah senantiasa melimpahkan rahmat dan keselamatan kepada junjungan kami Nabi Muhammad SAW, beserta keluarga dan sahabatnya.

Ya Allah Engkaulah Yang Abadi, Dahulu, lagi Awal. Dan hanya kepada anugerah-Mu yang Agung dan Kedermawanan-Mu tempat bergantung.

Dan ini tahun baru benar-benar telah datang. Kami memohon kepada-Mu perlindungan dalam tahun ini dari (godaan) setan, kekasih-kekasihnya dan bala tentaranya. Dan kami memohon pertolongan untuk mengalahkan hawa nafsu amarah yang mengajak pada kejahatan,agar kami sibuk melakukan amal yang dapat mendekatkan diri kami kepada-Mu wahai Dzat yang memiliki Keagungan dan Kemuliaan. Semoga Allah senantiasa melimpahkan rahmat dan keselamatan kepada junjungan kami Nabi Muhammad SAW, Nabi yang ummi dan ke atas para keluarga dan sahabatnya.

++im currently grooving with:al-ajiba-maal hijrah++

~cik masha tangkap sye~

salam,

aigoo,igtkn terlepas rupenye x jugak.
tadi ngah blogwalking kt sume blog yg sye ikot termasuk la cik masha ne.
bajet cam syok giler bace info sal sume kucing-kucing comel itu sampai la ke satu post sal '25 facts bout masha you should know'(tittle da dimodified oleh sye utk kesenangan memahami)
bace punye bace...alamak cik masha ne tag kite pulak!!
so to make it short...

"once you've been tagged you're supposed to write a note with 25 random things, fact or goal about you. at the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. you have to tag the person who tagged you. If i tagged you, its because I want to know about you."(copy paste dari blog masha)

1. im a girl born in 1990 as a muslim.
2. currently still studying medic at moscow,russia.
3. people around me call me qiela but my family call me angah or miera.
4. sangat2 suke dengan bende-bende yg sedap dan comel macam kek,coklat,gule-gule dan adik-beradiknye.
5. walaupun sekarang ne winter, saye x kesah telan ais krim walaupun gigi dan mulut saye kebas.
6. saye ne x pernah ade boyfriend dan x pernah jatuh cinta, crush banyak giler.
7. peminat setia SUPER JUNIOR terutamanye leader die LEETEUK.
8. nak sangat boyfriend macam cn blue jonghyun n laki macam leeteuk.
9. dalam mp3 saye penuh ngan lagu korea j.
10. saye x suke tengok movie kt wayang,mkn popcorn wayang saye suke giler!
11. kawan baik dalam hidup saye kakak saye ngan adik saye,the best.
12. skunk-eternity,full with bundles of joys and fun!
13. sekarang ne tgh crush ngan mamat hot dalam metro jmpe minggu lepas,hehe agak2 boleh jmpe blik x?
14. kalau boleh waktu harijadi saye, saye nak hadiah baju ngan kasut banyak2. takde kek pown x pe!
15. suke giler pakai high heels, lg rse nk trjatuh kalu pakai flat.
16.cermin adalah benda vital dalam hidup sye.
17. ske giler pakai cantik2.kalau boleh buang sampah dpn rumah pun kene lawa.
18. suke memenuhi almari baju walaupun pintu die da x ley tutup rapat.
19. kalau boleh setiap hari nak g shopping.
20. giler diet, kalu org kte sye gemok mlm 2 jugak sye sit up giler2
21. suke mkn sayur x suke sgt mkn nasi.
22. suke study last minute sbb drama korea punye pasal.
23. sangat suke puji diri sendiri COMEL ^^
24. sangat x pernah merendahkan diri sendiri.
25. ...................................byk lg nk cter bkn 25 facts j tp secrets makes a woman woman. so x ley r gtaw byk2!!


i hope cik masha and sume yg bace puas hati ngan facts ne, thank you so much for having your time wasted to know me better. insyallah, may ALLAH bless you!

hmm, my turn to catch people. im gonna tag blogger which i follow coz i really wish to know you better.xoxo love you ^^v

+cik fatin liyana+
+cik hur+
+cik shea+
+cik yanny+
+cik jesmine+
+cik norfy+
+cik kuzhaimah+
+cik anah+

++im currently grooving with:sistar-over++