~food ver.7~

salam,

so here it is....

ps:so lazy to give name...=_=!

++im currently grooving with:dalmatian-lost in love++

~single~

salam,

got this while blogwalking...err reading on apeng's blog.
the word just stuck me
huh...its come from ku ammar.
i find it funny HAHAHAHAHAHA
BUT I LIKE IT SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!




Single is not a status. It’s a word that best describes a person who’s strong enough to live and enjoy life without depending on others – Ku Ammar


++im currently grooving with:song from apeng's blog(too lazy to search for the title!)++

~tik.tik.tik...tok~

salam,

tik..tok..tik..tok..tik........
my gosh the clock is ticking damn fast.
urgh i just hoping that when i open my eyes again its still today.
i really DONT want tomorrow to come.
but then who are we to make it.......hmmm

another 20+ hours to go
(oh its already today *freaking out NO*)

++im currently grooving with:super junior leeteuk and shindong-please!++

~off bully and shopping,that's holiday!~

salam,

have been longing so long to put something on this dull page
but with the hype going on thru my holiday
its a bit hard actually.
always online at dawn
making my time short to do anything i like on the virtual world.
guess i have time now to put things.
hahaha ^^

everyday is a going out day
when its going out means a goodbye to my money
for what??
of course...SHOPPING!!
with my mom getting hatred on staying in house for a day
i just thank god that i've been given a strong and healthy legs
to go through walking everyday
pheww...should i say haha!
from dress to shirt to shawls and shoes
not to be miss GREAT MALAYSIAN FOOD
and sometime my good day comes
eating MAMA'S COOKING!
that is so heaven
im in heaven (doing mama's action)

it was really fun and enjoyable
not even a second i feel bad about this holiday
with mama getting better and her joke
its too colourful
make me forget a while that this wont last long
this is when i should hope that im chasing the time
boo to me coz that never happen
time is like a lightning dude!

what most meaningful is to have a comfortable talk with mama
lots of things we chat through
from girls stuff to boys to my life in russia to my mom's condition
her feeling,my feeling,others feeling
its getting bad sometime
coz it cost us our sleeping time
that's worse to my mama

5 month living totally separated from my family
did changes me a lot
i learn to valued my life preciously
and make me realise that my precious treasure is my family
who watch,support and remind me through thick and thin.
the one who will always embrace me and welcome me
WHOLEHEARTEDLY
love...xoxo

lastly, comes the bad things
time flies so quickly
given me no chance at all to catch up,SHIT
another weeks to go before going back to 'cold city'
i really mean the cold,not just the weather though!
plus with all the chaosity happen in russia lately
i hope everything i settled down already
and i can wish that it'll be a peaceful living again there
riots,bombing whatever just leave to the aimers and their aims okay
not even a glance that i want to get involve
haha...solve yourself!!

ps:i dont really know what happen to the font and its like shitting so many times try to fix it but im LOST.im sorry,this post kinda give a trauma to your eyes!!
*begging while kneeling,SORRY*

++im currently grooving with:super junior leeteuk and f(x) krystal-grumbling++

~home sweet home~

salam,

HOME SWEET HOME BABY!!!!

another 20+ hours to go
cant wait to leave this cold city
and welcoming the warm breeze on my face
kyaaah....i cant wait!
it might be quiet hard this holidays
but anyway its my enjoyment
there's a lot of things i wanna do
especially EATING and SHOPPING
have fun with my family
oh my,grin still attach on my face since then
thank to ALLAH today's exam was quite smooth
i can answer although not all correct
since im not atking it with honesty
im satisfied enough~
hopefully tomorrow's(its today ady) journey is smooth
and got no problem
may ALLAH protect me and my friends throughout
AMIN.

ps:should i bring along my dearest lappie or not,hmm?
pss:i dont like red so much but seems like later im challenging a bull =_=!
psss:i cant sleeeeeeep!!!

++im currently grooving with:infinite-before the dawn++

~music,guy...~

salam,

its been a while not clinging here
not because there's nothing to say,there's a lot i want to say
word by word with sincerity
but nah desire only wont bring anywhere
im contemplating actually
whether i should or not writing about this thing~
quite not myself to admit sheepishly
but i guess there's a time when you willingly give up your pride to your own
just to satisfied your ownself too
I AM LONELY....

music??guy??

this few days i really chillax-ing
going all over with one k-drama after one
its feels so indifferent
rage when its suppose to,
cry when its suppose to,
laugh when its suppose to
blank when its suppose to....
according to drama!
no direction just go with the flow
and its really enticing me coz i dont have to involve anything
just go through with it...
but then the aftermath of its
makes my sleep not really peaceful
i tend to relate thing that have absolutely nothing to do with me
till my brain enrage with so many though
that i cant really comprehend what's actually that i want from that
grrr,totally what im feeling right now
and that's actually the point of writing today
music and guy
sharp feature add a bonus

music
its something that i really enjoy
and sometime i take it as a passion or maybe a hidden desire
truthfully i know nothing
dont know how to play anything
what is this,what is that
but i believe that i can comprehend with it well
its like a cream on cake
it complete the feeling like that
its my hidden wish that i know everything about music
everything from inside out like i clinging onto art
it touch the softest spot in my heart
it tingles me,makes me giggles and awed!

guy
this is totally not my thing
something that i wish i know but lost in understand it
a wish and desire most girls posses
love,crush and hatred
i am too complicated with my feelings and desire
that's a complex for me
i want him to be perfect to others but not to me
and i also want him to be perfect to me but not to others
my principles in love
let love find you
so that in the end it wont hurt so badly-you wanna die
or it wont be so happy-im in heaven forever
imperfect like that
so that i can nurture it and tend it accordingly
im a dictator to my feelings
its all start with what i feel and think
im not vulnerable
sometime thats prevent me from any love
and yes till now im still dont know the true meaning of love
pathetic...i know.

music+guy
this is actually the syndrome of watching to many dramas
i figure out that guy with hidden passion
tingles my stone cold heart
especially with music in between
sharp feature add a bonus!!!
a guy that become truly himself when behind the instrument
its like a shout
im the best+coolest in the world right now
but in reality im just a normal guy
that may or may not excite girls.
guy with passion and not blatantly used it to show off
totally swoon me
the charisma it oozed shivers me
makes my day and night confused
and change my view on my choice again
anyway in the end
the best man win
good man with good women and bad guy with bad women
thats the nature principle!

ps: bad guy with musical talent TOTALLY swoon me,truthfully wish to have one!
pss: this post is dedicated to lee jonghyun,kim jae wook and no min woo!

++im currently grooving with:ernest-my precious(mary stayed out all night OST)++

~new year,change?~

HAPPY NEW YEAR

its 2011 already,
time flies so fast....
there's a lot of things that has happen throughout 2010
from ukm to tati college and finally here in moscow.
the journey to get to the final stop is soo bitter
tears can even fall~
hahaha
2010 is the my years of cry
can 2011 be my years of joy??
I DOUBT......

this year will be lot of differences
im in moscow,struggling to be a doctor.
will be rarely home...that's for sure!
one thing that hurt the most....
MAMA
we wont have the same her
she'll face a lot of trouble this year
within herself and her surrounding
and i cant even be with her
staying beside her to give support and comfort
i dont even like this new year!

just one thing i wish
to be more stronger than ever
for mama and for everyone
............................................................................................

++im currently grooving with:maher zain-open my eyes++