~the road im taken...~

the day,its finally arrives...........

at first everything seems so pleasant,i love it

i was so excited,over the moon,joyous,heaven....all the pleasant feelings.

as it goes by it faded!

now its nothing like the first time.

i am exhausted,anxious,afraid,doubt,pessimist,inferior,etc.

but its the road i taken.the one that i choose.

im not sure whether this is the right move or not,i try

I STAKE MY LIFE FOR TRYING!

my heart are so heavy now,i feel happy but i can't even grin.

this is it new journey,new perspective,new lifestyle,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

my wish.....

i just hope everythings remain normal.

not much changes,especially on me!

i want to be more better than now but im afraid what life offered me.

promise to be optimist,ALLAH always choose the best for HIS creature.

the BEST for me,this is it!

im so going forward no matter how hard it is to make me move.

hopefully everyone will let me lean on them whenever im tired.

everyone will welcome me when i feel isolated.

everyone will support me when im down.

through thick and thin,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

"its not an END,its an AND"

++im currently grooving with:super junior(leeteuk,shindong,eunhyuk,donghae)-strong heart++