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its nt an END bt an AND....

(quote from angel teuk)

its already time...

another one more week

hope all of this will become an AND to me

wish 4 things 2 b like wat i wish it'

these past 2 years enduring

really makes me know myself more

is it???

mayb.....

its hard...not ever been easy~~

im thankful that im still strong

under ALLAH guidance

im still dream big n never give up

im happy for now

dat i never put myself on dead end

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these past 2 years

blaming myself n hating others...

keep hunting me...

hate when thinking bout my fate

why im nt b like wat my other frens b

its nt dat im da best

bt we'r da same

guess...ALLAH jz wanna test me

how long cn i take dis

after all

dis is all thank to MAMA

BIG THANKS!!!

really dis past years too many times

im down

nt being myself is my biggest sin

to everyone...

mama keep pushing...no worries

my time will come to

sooner nor later

keep up wif it

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tears...mmm

dunno how many times its flow

heart hurt, mind hurt, body hurt

too much...bt im keep holding it

im nt an expressive

so i dunno how 2 make others understand me

even MAMA get a hard times 4 it

n im still believe dat MAMA still dun get it

she jz wanna make me happy

^___^...even dat

im happy bcoz MAMA still b beside me

THANK U MAMA...

mom's always da best

my family who keep myself happy

even da hurt

never ever argue or get mad

at my tears or my laugh

thinking of dis really

make me teary...

better stop!!!

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to all my frens

bet later dis will give u big shock

im really sorry

i cant really speak

im afraid n nt cnfident

what if...

things still nt like wat i want

what if...

im still dreaming

dunno whether u aware or nt

im easily giving up now

i hate when im being STUPID!!!

its really HURT

2 even think about it..moreover to b...

i believe soon it will stop

n by dat time

im really SORRY

guess some of da things n dreams we make together

im afraid im nt b able

2 walk together with u!!!

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++till dis time i still want 2 believe++

++im currently grooving with:evan ft sol flower-its okay to cry++