~snow~

++my first SNOW++
11/10/2010

i know its so behind the date
but what can i do
when i am so buzy and LAZY!
anyway enjoy....
gonna capture more
when there is another flurry
and hopefully with new camera!
my phone camera is already better(for me)
but to make the picture more enjoyable to see
why not spend a bit.
anyway i'll only buy the camera.
to learn how to capture things nicely,
i'll leave it to others.
no intereat!

LOL

""i love to be in picture,not taking picture!"

++im currently grooving with:super junior9eunhyuk)-im yours(remake)++

~anatomy?~

ANATOMY ^^

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

YES,at this time my state is unstable anymore.
huhu TT feel so bad memorizing this osteology!
its just the first time...like swallowing cold bread.....
maybe because its the first time...
need time for the bread to be mellow!
come on,HWAITING!

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im a bone girl now!
even its quite hard to memorise everything...
to understand everything...
to swallow everything...
anatomy
i love this subject!

^^

Ps:i quite like the subject but YES i have hatred in my heart over the lecturer!

++im currently grooving with:C.N blue(jonghyun n minhyuk)-fly high++

~food ver.1~

Welcome to my cooking class!

I’ve been thinking quite awhile whether to post this or not.

Kekeke…feel awkward boasting myself *like I care before*

Living in Moscow teaches me to be more independent.

Survival skill is important, no matter whether you good or bad in it.

You NEED to survive!

This is my first independent lesson!

Cooking!!!

This is my firstmeal I cooked here.

*ignore all the instance food*

It’s a cabbage fried with egg ‘my own recipe’

(the ingredient for this meal is onion, garlic, cabbage, egg, thai chilli sauce and maggi cukup rasa)

Okay, this dish is the meal that I cooked today.

In commemorate the day we finally find and buy the chicken here in Moscow!

Its all on me…the expenses ^^

Its called fried ‘mee’ spaghetti Malaysian style.

(the ingredient for this meal is onion, garlic, chicken breast, tomato, cabbage, spaghetti, mihun goreng paste, mayonaice, basic ingredient and egg)

*I’ll surely updating my cooking after this ^^*

++im currently grooving with:miss A-step up+

~crush~

"Crush comes but eventually one day it will go away"

(quote bunny eonni on fb)

LOVE.....never

CRUSH.....always

i've been thinking lately bout my social life.

looking from outer appearance i give the vibe of friendly person...

the fact is i am a BAD soacializer!

*focus on capslock*

people around me always asking.

is it really hard to make people get inside of my heart.

yes,i do protect my heart carefully.

some people might see,some might not...in the end i am HEARTLESS!

love.

for me its a necessity.

it nature to human to feel love and give love.

maybe my time still not coming.

i want it to be very PERFECT.

each detail...i dont want it to spoil.

i dream of ONE AND ONLY.

but people say its better to learn from many experience.

and have the best one latter.

i might challenge,but im afraid.

for now

i just let my heart to have a crush

it comes and go

i thought i like him

latter the truth is because his appearance

flutter me

give me time

its NOTHING now

by then

i will let my heart to have a love

its should be eternal

hopefully

he need to love me

so that everything of him

flutter my heart

FOREVER

++im currently grooving with:C.N blue(jonghyun)-sunday morning(remake)+

~MOSCOW~

my present!

MОСКВО

(dunno if i spell it correctly)

i am finally here in moscow,russia.

overall everything is nice,just a few things worse.

anyway,i'll just enjoy what've been given to me here.

the food,the people,the surrounding....i'll left that!

the scenery,the weather,the 'country'ness....makes up everything.

i wish to have some pot of 'love' here.

going to buy the white rose plant later!

++im currently grooving with:super junior-angel(haru OST)+

~the road im taken...~

the day,its finally arrives...........

at first everything seems so pleasant,i love it

i was so excited,over the moon,joyous,heaven....all the pleasant feelings.

as it goes by it faded!

now its nothing like the first time.

i am exhausted,anxious,afraid,doubt,pessimist,inferior,etc.

but its the road i taken.the one that i choose.

im not sure whether this is the right move or not,i try

I STAKE MY LIFE FOR TRYING!

my heart are so heavy now,i feel happy but i can't even grin.

this is it new journey,new perspective,new lifestyle,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

my wish.....

i just hope everythings remain normal.

not much changes,especially on me!

i want to be more better than now but im afraid what life offered me.

promise to be optimist,ALLAH always choose the best for HIS creature.

the BEST for me,this is it!

im so going forward no matter how hard it is to make me move.

hopefully everyone will let me lean on them whenever im tired.

everyone will welcome me when i feel isolated.

everyone will support me when im down.

through thick and thin,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

"its not an END,its an AND"

++im currently grooving with:super junior(leeteuk,shindong,eunhyuk,donghae)-strong heart++

~dream vs reality~

...DREAM...

always a pleasant thing

sthings that make us laugh

things that make us happy

it always go as what we want it to be

nothing call tragedy/suffering/sadness in it

everyone wants to be i their dream

everyone wants to hold that dream

make it REAL...

...REALITY...

its not always a pleasant thing

never follow what we want

it has variation

from the most happiest to the most sorrow

sometime it against us totally

there's always things call happy/sadness/numb in it

everyone wish for a reality in their dream

everyone hope that the reality is not a nightmare

everyone are doubtful with it

make it FAKE...

i want to live in my dream but the fact that im chasing my reality makes everything FAKE!

ps:i should just give up!

++im currently grooving with:eminem ft rihanna-i love the way you lie++